Time flies man. Now I'm already a sergeant in MP. Glad that I'm in MP and not some other vocation. Life is regimental but fun. And yes I keep getting fitter and fitter.

2 more months and I'll be a 1-year old soldier in the SAF. How time flies...

And pretty soon I'll be back in civilian life again.

This blog is getting boring. A revamp is needed.

Bye bye.

Back after so long. Life's cool.

Had 2 long weekends..xmas and the new year. Nothing special really..somehow just didn't have the festive mood this year. Ok now..its 2010..1 more year till I ORD.

I hope this new year will be good.

No resolutions..don't see a need in having those.

Till then..bye!

Hello..

I'm back. Not dead. Survived my BSLC. Got posted to...MILITARY POLICE. Oh yea..my dream vocation. Reporting to my new camp on 23rd. Cool shit man...can go raids and stuff..



HAHA!

Ok..next up..from now on I'm gonna train..gym and ball. Kindof got the feeling of competitive balling again after 2 losing trips to CCKCC.

3 more weeks to go.

Section field camp over..shag like hell..after every mission same old arti sniper arti drill.

Anyway..Wanderer and Grand Slam is next up for this week. Lets hope I survive. Going to be assessed also. I'm hoping to get either really good grades or fucked up grades..ain't gonna settle for middle.

Bye.

I'm not dead.

Ok...POPed. Now I'm in SISPEC Echo Coy with Andy, Nixon and Marcus..how coincidental is that!

Life's good..or so I presume.

Final reflections of my BMT life. They say the army makes a man out of you but I beg to differ. It's the people outside that causes you to reflect while you're inside and that makes you grow(mature). Nevermind if you people don't get it.

Section Field Camp tomorrow. 4 more weeks till the end of BSLC.

Good bye.

Booking in at 2.15pm. Tomorrow is the start of field camp. 6d5n..will be booking out on Saturday night..Sunday book in and it's another mini field camp (Sit Test). I think I will be shag out to the max.

The previous week was cool. Hand grenade was shiok. Got to see the live explosion and it is definately a jaw-dropping experience. Quite happy with my throw coz according to the bay officer, my grenade hit the target and exploded on its feet.

Also had our cover and concealment test. Love it. Camo on and 5 mins to disappear into the vegetation. If can take photo sure damn zai.

Ok. That's all for now. Hope I don't get fucked bad in field camp. And I hope I survive.

Training to be soldiers
Fight for our land
Once in our life
2 years of our time

Have you ever wondered
why must we serve
Coz we love our land
And we want it to be free to be free

Looking all around us
People everywhere
While they're having fun
We are holding guns

Have you ever wondered
why must we serve
Coz we love our land
And we want it to be free to be free

Stand up
Be on your guard
Come on every soldier
Do your part
Do it for our nation
Do it for our Singapore

Hello. Gonna book in soon.

Short update. I never get marksman or whatsoever. Only needed to hit 1 more target..that's all I need to get marksman. Injured myself. Fell into the damn foxhole and my back is all messed up..and it still is. Other than that life ok in NS.

Field camp next week followed by sit test..can't really say I'm looking forward to it but at the same time once its all over it means the most shag period of BMT is over.

I think my book-out life is damn pathetic. Other people got loads of activities planned for their book out and I'm like the only guy without 1. And it kindof sucks when you book out there's like no one there to recieve you and you see all your buddies being welcomed back to 'mainland' by their loved ones. Empty is probably the best word to describe it.

Short book in for me this week. Going back in at 1415hrs. Next whole week is gonna be fun...IMT followed by range. My aim is to get Marksman and Best Shot.

Other than that there's nothing else worth mentioning.other than the oh-so-boring routine of getting fucked everyday by sergents and platoon sergents.

Good bye.

Few more hours and I'm off to Tekong. 3 days out was good. Oh and advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ivy..hope you enjoy yourself. OK..bye bye.

Back from confinement. Life in army for this shot 2 weeks changed me in a certain sense. Had the worst birthday ever also. But I'll tide through this shit. The daily routines and trainings make me forget about you. And with each passing day I'm feeling better and better. I think I've finally seen through some stuff. And I think I really deserve better.



I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not a testing material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..




She shot the bullet that ended that life

Back from sub comm retreat. Quite a few people turned up but its ok. Still managed to have my fair share of fun. But I'm quite pissed with a certain ass. Don't really wanna talk about it but I think he is gonna be just 1 big burden to the committee. And I will never show him any respect.

Played dota with them till morning then its off to get my army stuffs. After that went to Tampines to return something..along the way had a misunderstanding but I'm glad its cleared. But I quite sad coz can't see and can't pass personally. So my mood went way down.

Bla bla bla and yes now I'm stoning. Enlistment at 8.30am Pasir Ris. Nuff said.







I hope you liked the small surprise. Although quite sad can't see you for one last time before going in but I guess it's ok..that's life. And those numbers behind..I mean it.

Damn damn tired. Went swimming today. After that head down to Beach road to buy slippers for NS. Followed by dinner at Bedok block 85. That pretty much sums up my day.









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Went for basketball session just now followed by a long chillin session at Mac. And I got a splitting headache. Fuck. Chilled with my sec school/bball friends. Talked about the army and stuff. I'm gonna make full use of my time inside. Make the most out of it man.

I seriously got this urge to speed. And drink. And smoke. Best is I die while doing that.





Deep and meaningless

Quite moody these few days. Smoking my life away. But its ok..my lungs are already black anyway. I wish I can go in Tekong now. Train like dog everyday so by night I will be too damn tired to think of anything and just koon.

I'm quite..no..damn confused over alot of shit now. But at the same time I realised quite alot of shit too. Ironic.

Oh..on a side note..fuck Chelsea won the Carling cup. Fuck.

I'm quite emo now coz Manchester United lost in the Champions League Final..tmd..and congrats to KH..you just lost $5 for betting on Man U..haha!

16 more days to enlistment.

Ok..Graduation was OK. But wasn't feeling right. But it's ok..shit happens. Next up Kat's birthday. Quite fun seeing Kat kenna zham by the flour, curry and stuff. Hope she had a great 21st.

Currently life sucks. Yeap. But oh well..like I said..shit happens but it just happens to occur more for me.

Somehow I think whatever I'm doin aint being appreciated but its ok..I guess its a 1-sided thing. And somehow I'm still hanging on to this hope. And it kindof sucks to think that I'm nothing more than an afterthought. But being the SB that I am, I still ain't givin up. But as the days go on..I'm beginning to lose my self-esteem as a guy.

Its graduation day tomorrow. I'm hoping to see you.