AC training today. Not the best of trainings.

Certain things are bad and vice versa. I hope that this is because the FAs and Organisers are still greenhorns and by the next training things would change for the better.

I think its quite sad that alot of people are gone from AC. Last time we had the biggest clique but now?

Ivan Lio is gone.

Ivan Lim is gone.

Bridget is gone.

Brandon is gone.

Zhi Hui is gone.

Jialing is gone.

Soon Sean will be gone.

Followed by Dolyce.

And maybe Jeremy.

Damn...

But I guess I can't really blame them. Other committments, school work, newfound passions. But its quite sad to see so many friends I hold dear leave the very club we first forge our friendship.



In case you guys don't know. Its the chinese word for 'loyalty'. I don't mean blind faith but instead conviction and faith in what you believe in. To me, AC is the only thing I have left in TP...not my class...not my course...but AC...it's through this club that I met so many friends and learnt to open up. So I really worry for the future of AC.

And when people start comparing things like FOC/FOW to AC, I don't think it's really fair because as none of the main comms are GLs for FOC/FOW and I think they are 2 different things altogether. Sure...if I were to compare my job as a camp instructor and how things run there to AC, AC is at the backend of things but it's not right to do that. There's always a different set of protocols and management.

Instead of just saying what is bad about AC, lets all voice out and and make a change, even if we are just sub comms...it is for the good of everyone. I believe if everyone of us do our part and contribute a little bit, none of us would leave.

This is not directed to anyone but rather just food for thought. I don't wanna leave school with no strings attached. I wanna leave with the notion that I still am part of something that is and will always be ongoing...as a laojiao or alumni.

Ok...that's about it. I hope by chance the people from AC will see this...even if they are not from our clique.

For the record, my do has chewed through 2 lan cables. Now...it HAD to chew on my mouse cable.

And now..I have no fucking mouse to use...chee bye...

More pics from week 0.







Looking back at week 0..I realised I'm quite fucked up too. For example, for OLTC, I came for half of the first day and left on the second day without bonding much with my empire.

Next for week 0, I only came on the second day...now...how fucked up was that? Could have done a better job.

Alot of stuff happened in school..alot of activities took place too. Some good some bad. Lazy to talk about it.

Oh yea..I blew my chances of joining basketball due to other committments. Kind of looking forward to AC training this Thursday...its been too damn long.

I think its damn sad when you are forgotten. But I guess that's how things work ain't it?

Some pics from week 0 orientation.

Went for week 0 last week.

Although I only went to the 2nd day..still managed to have some fun with the freshies. Applied some things learnt in Campha...pretty effective...especially the 'suan your superiors' part. Ha..

Regatta was sort of a failure. OLs not doing their job...some go slack in LT..some go hong business girls...feel like slapping some of them. Anyway..never won anything..business won everything..4 years running.

I'm fine with business winning...but I can't fucking stand some of the business peoples' arrogant attitude towards other schools...such as IIT and Engine...was slacking the night before with engine peeps and they were comlaining about business main comms making sarcastic remarks about them.

I got some words to say to those arrogant ones...

"Suck my balls and fuck off"

Ok..3 days of school and I'm feeling quite fucked. As usual...my class played chee bye politics and somehow I'm one of the outcasted ones coz' I ain't good at programming. Kiss my balls guys if you're reading this.

I don't understand why other class can bond so well without the bullshit politics. So what if you get good scores...ultimately you still end up with a fucking diploma.

So yea...signing up for other CCAs...so that I can get my mind of these shit.

I think having a dog is a good thing. After I feel fucked in school...I come back..there's this lil' furball waiting for me. That's a great feeling...something I look forward to everyday after I reach home.

Tak Bisakah
(Can't you)

Hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu
(My heart is unsteady but keeps on thinking about you)

Selalu-s'lalu dalam hatiku
(Always, always in my heart)

Kumelangkah sejauh apapun itu
(No matter how far I walk)

Selalu kau didalam hatiku
(You are always in my heart)


Ku berjalan-berjalan memutar waktu
(I walk, spinning the time around)

Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
(Wishing to find the rest of your heart)

Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
(Please understand, I want you that way)

Mengerti kau didalam hatiku
(Understand that you are in my heart)


Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
(Can't you wait for me?)

Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
(Waiting and keep waiting)

Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
(Can't you guide me)

Menemani dalam hidupku
(To accompany me in my life)


Dara, kau menjadi hidupku
(You are my life)

Ke mana, kau tahu isi hatiku
(Go where, you know where my heart is)

Tunggu, sejenak aku di situ
(Wait,a short while I will be there)

Jalanku, jalan menemukanmu
(Road ,road that meets you)

Damn...it's damn nice man.

I think for a sec 2 kid...Dehao is damn good in this.

Thanks for the vid guys...it's really very nice!