Counting down to enlistment. I'm gonna see a doc soon..I take my knee really cannot take the rigors of training..but hopefully no need down pes..I don't want to be a clerk for 2 years.

Life's pretty mundane..having serious confidence issues at the moment. But it's just another obstacle to overcome.







I guess I don't understand a lot of things. But that will not stop me from trying.

Hello.

The posts I make will be the last before I enter a new chapter in life. This posts will serve as recollections of days leading to my NS enlistment.

Went to Tampines today to celebrate Kexian's birthday. Hope it was a blast for him. Soon we will all be inside liao.

Come to think of it..its damn pathetic to spend your birthday in the army..but hey..I guess that's life for Singaporean men.









Darkness in the night,
I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes,
I'll have a sight for you

Looks like its been a while now...can see webs and dust..ha! Some updates.

Dinner and Dance is over. It was a blast. But I feel it was a waste of money coz we pay so much to just take photos and watch TPSU do stuff. The slides was total crap..it had only 3 slides worth of IIT and not to mention even spelled our events wrong. So yea..crap.

Next up is OL refresh. I guess it was OK except for some 'outbreaks'. I'm over it but I guess it shows major immaturity and discipline issues. You know what I am refering to.

WEEK 0!! It was a blast! My last camp in TP! In my opinion it was a huge success. Although we didn't get to win anything but I know we are the champions. Our freshies enjoyed themselves. Our OLs enjoyed themselves. We main comms enjoyed ourselves. So yes..SUCCESS!! The only sad thing is we failed to get gold in dragonboat.

I guess that's about all. Got my enlistment letter..11 June School 2 9.30am. So fast...havn't even enjoy fully and I'm gonna go in liao..sadded. I guess no one's gonna send me off also..HA!









You said you don't know what you want but you know what? I'm damn sure of what I want right now and nothing is gonna change this fact. I'm never gonna give up. You were hurt before and lost all confidence in men. I don't know what sort of guy am I but I'm sure as hell gonna try to be that perfect one. You believe time heals all wounds but you know what? I believe LOVE heals all wounds.

Back from OLTC.

It's gonna be a long update..so bear with lim beh..if buey song can fuck off.

First of all...pics!















Ok..the main thing now..

Camp in my opinion was great..in a sense that we got a feel for the OLs and their pattern and style etc. The main thing was that during parts of the camp I can see them smiling from ear to ear having fun. Sure there are some that are the black sheep but still it was great to see it all come together.

Won't really talk more about it. The main point of this post is reflections and thoughts..so here goes..

To the 'freshies' that never been an OL before:

From the moment you decided to take up that interview..you should know that the responsibilty entrusted upon you is great and expections are high. A camp itself will never be able to inculcate the values and responsibility you should have but I DO hope that you will be able to make that best out of it and strive on for greater success. You are the future of the school and club and I hope the fire will burn stronger than ever.

To the year 2s coming Year 3s:

You bunch of lao jiaos...by now you should know what is expected of you. I hope that you will lead by example and inspire others to greater heights. Having been in the club for 2 years you should know how important Week 0 is so expections are exceptionally high for you guys. You guys are our elites...our frontline..don't disappoint me! I really have great expections for you guys. Not only that, after year 3, you won't have any more chance to be part of OLTC..so I hope that you guys will really make the most out of this opportunity to shine brighter than the night sky.

To the 'Just-Grads':

It's been a short 3 years. Too short...this is our last try to leave our mark in the school. 1 last shot. Period. Let us all strive together and leave with a bang! Having poured heart and soul for 3 years(or shorter), the curtain is closing, now it's IT..For PRIDE, GLORY, and most of all, for LOVE of the club, school, and our FUTURE.

To my beloved programmers:
I will miss the meetings we had. I will miss the lunch sessions we had. I will miss the filtering process. I regret that I am not able to be there with you all whenever you all needed me..for that I have failed in my duties. That aside..throughout this amzing journey, I can feel the bond between us..strengthening with every argument, debate and agreements. Though I might not show it, I love you guys from the bottom of my heart for being my very best proggers. I savour every moment I spend with you guys..chasing flying chickens and smelling fucking smelly farts from Ryan. Throughout this you guys have matured and I hope that you will continue to shine brightly. Programmers are not zai..you are are sibeh kam pua ZAI! Bear that in mind. I will miss you all...I really do.

To the main comms:

I thank you so so so much for letting me be involve in this major event. Through it I have learnt not how to plan or what, but most importantly, to grow up and mature and of course learn about the complexities of human nature. Rest assured your faith will not be blind, for I will do what it takes to make this a successful Week 0. Let this be our swan song, to lead by example. Grudges will be forgotten, bygones be bygones..let us all work hard together for our 1 common goal. Let this main comm be the one that's gonna bring back glory days!

To everyone:

Now..this truely is the last chapter in my poly life. I want to leave with a mark..but I can't do it alone..I need all of your help. Help me..will you? For the past 3 years my loyalty has been dealt with with distrust and discord. Year 1 I was sacked from basketball despite training like a dog. Year 2, I faithfully do every shit for AC and what I got was not deserved. Year 3. IITSC. You guys embraced me with open arms despite me being a jackass. Together we shared tears and joy, through thick and thin. You guys are like my 2nd family. The club room is my 2nd house. Thank you!

So this is my final swan song before I leave. Will you all help me have the best memory in my last chapter?

I'm back!

OLTC is approaching..fast..

Hopefully It will be a huge success. I just to to get over it and move on to Week 0. Damn tired man..mentally? Dunno also..

I think sometimes I'm too friendly as a result I don't get the respect I deserve. But oh well..I've graduated anyway..the future is not with me anyway..

So did I ever regret being in the main comm for OLTC?

Yes and No.

No coz I can do something and overall learn a lot of stuff. Can also look at inter-human relations and stuff like that.

Yes coz..I'M NOT SAYIN IT! Muahahahha! It's gonna be a secret..

It kindof makes me wonder..Power..is it everything?

Mahjong session yesterday night at Ivan's place with Bird and Des.

Fucking won $25.

But don't expect me to treat you guys anything..just about broke even after I treated them to breakfast.

Fucking bored. Can some really hot gal date me out?

Damn sian over the empire shirt. Supplier no stock...now trying to find other alternatives.

Hopefully can find and complete before OLTC arrives man...fuck!

Ok..some stuff on my shopping list..

1. Formal wear (pants, blazer, skinny tie and a decent top) for Dinner and Dance, Graduation ceremony and Testimonial presentation

2. Black colour velcro knee guard for my fucked knee

3. Sleeping bag for OLTC and Week 0

4. Protein supplements (Gonna be a gym rat soon)

5. Board shorts (All my cheapo Queensway board shorts spoiled)

6. Aviator shades (Cheapo ones from Queensway again!)

Yeap..I guess that'a about it.

Now is the TO DO list..

1. Settle wulingmizi for OLTC

2. Settle all the OLTC stuff

3. Fucking do the empire shirt

4. Do the basketball jerseys

5. Eat kappo with Kappo Cheryl, Ahmad, Ivan and Kiat

6. Drink with the usual fuckers (Kappo Cheryl wanna drink also)

7. GYM GYM GYM

8. Basketball basketball basketball

Yea..so many stuff to do..chee bye sia..