Some things I missed badly

1. Playing ball on Saturdays with BP n co.
2. Playing ball on Sundays with Ed n co.
3. Playing ball on Mondays with IITSC peeps
4. Hanging out after school in IITSC club room
5. Having BIG GROUP dinners with IITSC peeps
6. Go out with my AC peeps
7. Having BIG GROUP dinners with AC peeps
8. Hanging out with Matt n co.
9. Talking with you on MSN
10. Messaging you
11. Playing iSketch with the usual peeps
12. Last but not least, I miss having someone in my life that can actually make a difference to me

Went shopping on Saturday after some event(forgot the name..HA).

Bought myself a new pair of NUM havianas...and 1 Everlast singlet. Yeap..next time get pay will get more stuff..jeans..polo tees..ringer tees..long sleeve shirts..berms and board shorts. Yeap..haha..

I'm feeling more sad than ever. Today my team got meeting, end up the conclusion is this Saturday onwards I have to OT everyday.

Hello I'm back.

Fucking tired.

Work is tiring.

15 weeks...3.5 weeks down..11.5 weeks left.

So close yet so far.

Haiz.

Doing something routine day in day out kindof makes someone feel empty. Yes I'm feeling that now. And there ain't no other someone to make me 'not empty'. Haiz. I'm not emo..just sad that things have come to this state. Is it my fault? Perhaps I should have never write any shit down in this hell hole..maybe things might remain as they were like the Semester holidays. Yeap.

Some things I wanna say to you now can never be said anymore. Some places I wanna go with you now can never go anymore.

Haiz.

Will things become the way they were before?

I will never have a answer to that.

It's so sad. Just so sad. No more chats. No more messages. No nothing.

So what do I have to look forward to now?

Hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu
Selalu-s'lalu dalam hatiku
Kumelangkah sejauh apapun itu
Selalu kau didalam hatiku

Ku berjalan-berjalan memutar waktu
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
Mengerti kau didalam hatiku

Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
Menemani dalam hidupku

Dara, kau menjadi hidupku
Ke mana, kau tahu isi hatiku
Tunggu, sejenak aku di situ
Jalanku, jalan menemukanmu

Work is pretty bored. Kindof adapted to life of attachment but so far havn't kena OT yet so won't know the feeling.

Anyway heard from Yan that those interns doing another project OT-ed till 9pm...and soon will be our turn. SONG BOH!!! KA CHENG PEEET LIAO!!!

But I got m pay cheque today..damn happy sia..although its just $217.39..I'm still happy...$80 will be spent repaying my debts..HAHA! $40 for havianas...and I'm left with $90. Fuck.

Next month when I get my pay...I'm gonna buy a wacom tablet..that means $300 gone...$200 to spend.

Love it totally!

Wahh...went back school just now to meet up with some friends. Was supposed to be feeling better but I feel more sick instead..fucking useless medicines..

Some stuff I feel I have to say out.

Emo.

A lot of people like to use this as an excuse to show attitude and stuff.

It's alright if it's not overboard and make other people worry for you..if it is..then fucking stop it.

It really fucking pisses me off when people say they are emo then then proceed on to act like their whole family just died and chut stupid chee bye pattern that makes people that genuinely care feel worried and fucked at the same time.

Yeap. I'm fine with people feeling emo and stuff but don't fucking go overboard with it.

Damn sick today..went to the see the fucking doc...

It costs me fcking $40..

But lucky got 2 days MC...feeling damn terrible now...no one likes to be sick. Mine was 38.3 degrees.

Damn sian man..

Saturday went to help out in Kat's event. It's supposed to be a Halloween thingy so yea..went around trick-or-treating and made some kids cry..zz..

Went to be ghost in the 'scary tunnel'..scare some kids until they cry also.

Quite fun overall la...just that beneath my costume I'm fucking sweating like a dog.

Sunday went out with Ivan and co. to Raffles for Mich's project. Chee bye..waited for 1++hr..wait until abit pissed. Walked around take picture..

So yea..that's about it.

And I'm fucking sick now. Go out with sick Ivan..come home sleep beside my sick brother..pua chee bye. But good also la..can take MC! WHAHAHAHA!

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