Survived my most gruelling week.

All projects and tests done and submitted. AGM is over, Rocka stage 1 done.

AGM..did all the sai kang possible. Fucking dulan.

Rocka..also did all the saikang. Then now my knee become more pain and my lower back also pain like fuck. Nabeh...feel fucking weak man.

Durig rocka prep, alot of people said I look like jiaming..1 of the guys from sports climbing. Wa lau...come on la...if I were him I would be thinking, "Ehh chee bye...I got look like this meh? Kanina..fucked up face fucked up voice..."

Then during rocka alot of shit happened also la...got this guy called Stanley or something..the way he talked...sibeh guai lan...kanina. You think we like to do saikang? Lan jiao understand? People do so many shit for you all...instead of appreciating you all kao beh kao bu...tell us do this do that..like we some kind of new-breed dog called 'Shitjob Dog'.

I think dogs also better off than us..at least..people feed them good food, bring them out for walks and pay for their med fees. If we injured..who pay our medical fees? Lan jiao ok? You think we like being ordered about? After all this...we got cert? No. We got award? No. We got recognised? No. We kanna appreciated? No. All their mind now is, "wah...this batch of shitjob dogs...very 听话...next time give them more shit to do.." Then I remember what Kamma said..he said that AC's goal is to win best CCA of the year...if win he will bring them up. But I think if win..go up stage is who? Main comm? Super-sub? Think! If an event was to be very successful..who gets all the credit? The more I think about it the more I dulan.

At first very gian the white participant shirt...now...I think I rather stay home sleep and pak jiu cheng.

The only thing I like about the event is can see chio bu. Yea...got 2 chio bu..both from sports climbing. Beoh until damn song...but sadly never get number.

I'm really quite fucked.

Today had MP meeting.

But...

Only me and Eugene turned up.

FUCK.

Ken and Jeremy..dunno where and what the fuck they doing.

Saw Ken later at lab...that mother puacheebye say he dunno..when Jet Lim fucking chee bye email us. Kaninabeh. Chee bye. Go fuck your own backside understand?

Jeremy..called him..but that si pu bor's handphone not fucking on..only can hear the chee bye female voice saying the whole 'the singtel customer...' Went to lab..saw the chee bye online...but kaninabeh never reply me. Fucking dulan.

At night..saw that nabeh chee bye online again. After tons of expletives and nudges..that fucker say he lao sai. Lan jiao understand?! Fucking think imma 3 year old kid ar? Nabeh pua chee bye! Suck your own chee bye understand..and while you're at it, shove 2 more cocks up your throat!

Fucking lam pa..early morning make me fucking go school for nothing. Chee bye..think journey to school very fun ar? Sit until backside pain. No chio bu. Smelly chee byes from lil india.

Jet Lim also another chao chee bye. Fucking come all the way to school then that chee bye say since not all are here then its postphoned to tomorrow. Fuck you also understand? Kanina...think I who? Not my fucking fault the 2 mother chee byes never turned up what. Make me waste my time. Could have fucking spent that time in my house pak jiu cheng ok? Chee bye.

Fucking pissed.

School's starting tomorrow.

I totally don't feel like going to school..

..to go for a subject that I'm already debarred from..

..to see Ken's face during MP..

..to brainstorm over some lame ass idea..

Argh FUCK.

My birthday celebrations are what I expected...low-key and fun.

16 June.
Had dinner with Dolyce, Sean and Matt in town...after that they came to my area to play with my dog.

17 June.
Spent my afternoon touring around Singapore with a 'special' someone...wasn't it supposed to be my bday celebration? Anyway went to PS to eat Ajisen. Goooooood stuff. Went to Holland V to eat XO crab with KH and GZ...after that drank some beer at some pub.

There you have it. Short simple and low-key.

Thanks for all the wishes and presents!

My birthday wish?

Well...that will be another post. Haha!

It's past 12..I'm officially 21!

WOO!

WELCOME TO UNCLEHOOD!!

Its time to look back at my 21 years of life...best times..sad times...

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I was quite a loser in sec 1 and 2...mummy's boy and stuff but after sec 2..its a different story. Screw the fucking principle...Goh Choon Leng for not letting me get into a better class and condemning me to the last and most fucked class.

Became rebellious...fucked up..

Understood the meaning of outcasted, despised and humility.

But came to my senses in sec 4 and subsequently came in the top 50 and qualified for JC. (My original intention was to go ite)

Knew alot of good friends and true friends that I cherish. And some of them I knew since k1 and primary school.

The only regret I ever had was quitting basketball. I really fucking regret that.
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Next up JC. Enrolled to Pioneer.

My class was quite a boring class. Played like hell. Rebelled like hell. Got hated like hell. Kanna outcasted like hell.

Because of that...I was retained.

Joined a class of retainees.

I never fucking regreted retaining or joining PJC.

My 2nd year...was filled with fun and joy. A class of misfits (with the exception of a few) together. I truly enjoyed every fucking moment of my 2nd year bitching...bastard-ing...soccer siao-ing...

Retainees United...yea...that's what we are called. It was resminescent of my sec school days...teachers look down on us and stuff. But we didn't cared about those bullshit.

I miss those times we managed to make our form teacher cry,nearly getting into fights with some indian teacher, sitting on 'designated' retainee tables,taunting other people, staring at pretty gals, challenging teachers.

Joining basketball was also the next best thing...I enjoyed the ORIGINAL pj team and not the 'NANHUA' team. We were the best...

End of year. I really fucking tried to study. I swear.

But I guess JC was not my path.

Got expelled.

Was fucking fucking fucking sad.

I wanted to chiong together with the class.

That was really the saddest point in my life.
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Anyhow choose...anhow got into a school.

TP.

I really hate my course.

Fell head over heels for someone.

Got sacked from basketball.

Got into AC.

Made alot of good friends.

Life isn't all that bad in TP...I guess.
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There. A gist of my boring life.

I'm always a rebel..always will be.

2 more hours.

And I'm not exactly looking forward to it.

3 more days..ha!

The chalet was a blast...had a good time. Knew more people. A pity only few turned up..if not it could have been more fun.

That's about it.

Went to the vet today to give my dog its last jab...

It was a good trip..learned how to make the dog submissive and stuff..after the trip...my dog's face swelled up.

It fucking look like a bulldog face...swollen like fuck..got fucking scared and immediately brought it back to the vet..it so happend that my dog has an allegic reaction and it only happens to every 1 in a 1000 dogs.

So after the jab it was all fine and dandy again.

Anyway I'm looking forward to my freshie's chalet tomorrow.

Went prawn fishing today.

Awesome shit..

Met KH and Chester at Clementi and took bus to the damn place located in some ulu part in Taman Jurong.





Fished for 3 hours and we caught 11 prawns in total (pathetically little). I caught 4 damn prawns by the way. Prawn fishing is definately not as easy as it looks...requires skill and lots of patience.

At the end of it all...we BBQ-ed our prawns...its quite sad and sadistic to BBQ those lil things ALIVE. They were jumping around the grill.



Satisfaction indeed..not in the taste but the achievement...and I'm a first timer.

Had my first major roject meeting on Friday...when all other mp groups start 2-3 weeks later, our group had to start first coz/ we were deemed fucked up by the school.

So anyway...my mp sucks.

Basically, we are to make a dumb 2D RPG game(think along Pokemon) that incoporates school stuff inside...like CGPA, CDS, etc

The plan was to release this game in the damn package you recieve when you get accepted into this chee bye school. The would-be TP suckas can then play this game to familarise themselves with the lan jiao school system.

Now..just think...

Why the fuck would anyone wanna play a dumb game containing school matters?

Sleepless nights due to project submission. Crunch time. Breaking point.

Anyway...went for MP/SIP briefing to find out about our..duh...MP and SIP.

I will be doing major project first. My attachment is still unconfirmed...probably coz' I have fucked up programming skills with equally fucked up grades.

So my team for MP is basically 4 rejects/failures from the course...we are the leftovers so to speak. Felt pretty fucked by the arrangement.

MP meeting...we have to use 1 chee bye software to do our mp and the lan jiao school is not providing us with the chee bye software. So instead we might have to dig into our lampa pockets to come up with money to buy the chee bye software. What kind of lan jiao school is this man...shouldn't they fucking buy the chee bye software...

Ka ni na...not in the best of moods now.

Its tough when you are in a team of failures looked down upon by the lan jiao school staff and that no dua lan companies wanna accept you for attachment.

It's mind boggling man..

And its tough when you see your classmates get accepted into top companies like apple working on iPhones, or Mikoishi, XID, IAH Games, and even overseas. My class alone has got 4 people going overseas...Shanghai..Aussie land...maybe even Vancouver...

And me?

Fuck.

Really..

FUCK.

kaninabehchaocheebyebueysongkalimbehgonglimbehhorlichiuzengkazengbolumpabocheebyehorkaokan

Its the month of June!

And things are so not going well. Loads of projects to be submitted...class tests to be studied...and many other minor incidents that screwed me inside out.

Anyway...June 16th...the day lim beh turns 21.

Now now...21..the age when a person officially enters 'adulthood'. How am I gonna celebrate it? I don't know man...

But I guess there will be a fucking high chance that I will spent my last minutes of 20 rotting at home and the first few days of 21 rotting/sleeping/zho bo lan.

Guess I'm either too fucking lazy to organize a birthday party or I have too lil friends.

Anyway my birthday wishlist...

1. Secret...lol =]
2. $200 so I can fucking pay my fine.
3. Have better years...my life is screwed enough.

Short and simple. My special days are always low key events so yeah...this year would pretty much be the same too.