Thursday, October 30, 2008

Back from D-Cup.

It was fantastic!

Although we got 2nd, we gave our all and and for that we can be very proud of ourselves. Both teams played well...no hard fouls...no fights...just exciting stuff. Hopefully this match will be remembered as one of the greatest showdowns in IIT School D-Cup history. And hopefully this year is the hardest year for East team to repeat as champions.

The final score is 47-38.

And yea I'm the top scorer for our team and overall 2nd top. This match damn close and intense...and for me..it was damn fun as well.

3 years. In a blink of an eye it's over, but it was a good one. FANTASTIC!

The only bitterness is that...there isn't that 'someone' to share the joy with. And yea..it's pretty obvious she's playing the hiding game now. Yeap. Such things are beyond my control..so yea I'm sad but I'm also not Ahmad-type sad.











I'd withstand all of Hell to talk to you again

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Work today was a bore as usual. MRT-ed to school for dinner with the rest.

Enjoy such dinner..maciam ike 'family' dinner..wished there were more people there though.

Anyway...tomorrow is the long awaited finals...us versus East Team for the 1st and 2nd place. To be honest..in year 1 I already heard about how good they are. Never got a chance to play against them. 3 years...3 long years and finally now is my chance to meet them. I expect a great showdown. Nothing will get in my way..waited too long for this day to come.

It's time to be greedy.

That GOLD trophy is MINE.

3 years of my life in poly..finally a chance to win something. Not gonna let this last chance slip through my fingers.

All the best to the ther people out there.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Happy Deepavali peeps!

Went to Sat's house today to celebrate his birthday as well as Deepavali. Good food and good drinks..all bao ka liao..shiokness!

On my way home listened to this song and yea I loved it..quite old..but damn fucking nice.

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

Nice eh?

Been quite down lately..and yea..there's nothing much I can do about it.

Friday, October 24, 2008

When back to school for sub-comm meeting just now. At least got to see her. Yeap..wish fulfiled. It stands at number 5 now. But somehow I feel there is a widening gap now. Being away from school is probably the main reason and by the time I reach home we are both dead tired to talk to each other. Even if we did it'd be one-liners...

Fucking dunno what to do sia. But I should have prepared myself for this since the day Mich, Ving and Ivan said those stuff.


望着你慢慢离开
宿命像潮水般
淹没我不能呼吸
漂浮在黑色的海
怎么习惯失去你的未来
怎么留住渐渐消失的云彩

骗自己你会爱我
泪水却始终不断
命中注定没有你的未来
莫失莫望渐渐消失的空白
什么都别说我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦
什么都别说我真的不想懂
终于明白该放手

So should I 终于明白该放手?

Head says 'soon' and heart says 'tough it out'.

终于明白该放手 and what? Lose that very feeling I lost?

Fucking confused.

Sometimes I wished I never joined TBC but then again I would have never found that feeling. Fucking ironic ain't it?

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

NO OT TODAY!!!!!

WOOOOO~~!!!!!!

I seriously fucking hope tomorrow I can go off early or something. Need to go back school for sub-comm meeting.

Not only that, I can see her again..after so long..

I may not be able to talk, eat, go home with her...but at least I can see her. And that is all I'm asking for. Just a fleeting glimpse is good enough.
Fucking tiring day.

Went to watch House Bunny after work with the usual peeps.

Nice show with hot babes.



Quite worth the money actually...its quite a braincell killer but still alright la.

Sian man.

Work work work. 15 weeks. Dulan-ness.com

Monday, October 20, 2008

First day of attachment.

Was quite OK..except for the fact that I have no OT pay, I will do A LOT of OT, I cannot apply leave, and I might have to work on weekends. Yeap. Nice eh?

Thank god my 2 bosses are nice peeps.

I hope this sttachment ends fast.

Haiz..miss being in school. At least can get a chance to see her. Words can't describe how I feel.
TBC mass outing on Saturday.

Wasn't as fun as expected. Spent 1 hour in sentosa and it fucking rained. End up all go Vivo slack. Nabeh..fucking waste money.

Was expecting a lot of people but end up a lot of people never come. Mostly the year 2s and year 3s. A bit disappointing.

Last day before attachment.

Went out to slack with Ivan, Ving and Mich. Ate cafe cartel...there goes my money again. After that went to Katong...though can give her the chupa chup but she say she tired and wanted to sleep..so lan lan go home.

Zzzz.

So much for my last wish of the Holiday..so close yet so far.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

A lot of people have different needs and wants.

Mine is very simple.

My needs and wants and one and only wish as of now is to see her again before I start my attachment on Monday and to give her a Chupa Chup.

That is all I can ever ask for. I won't ask for more.









A slave for any 3 days at her whim, but forever on standby mode, every ready.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

This post is just a reflection and some stuff I observed during the October intake camp.

Orientation Leaders.

As a OL, our job is to facilitate them to understand the school better and also get a taste of TP culture. I feel that as a OL, we need to have a lot of qualities. As a OL, you must never mix personal feelings inside. I believe that we should always have a level of professionalism when going about doing our work. Participants may be uninterested, but we must never show attitude. Yes we can give them prep talks and stuff but we must do it with tact. Showing a long face would make matters a lot more worst. Imagine when we ourselves were in year 1, I believe most of us are also the same...uninterested...bochap..fucked up. If our OL show face, what will we do? What I would do is probably fuck the OL upside down la. So yea. Tact.

As OLs, our job is also to bond the group together. What we can do is actually to mix around with them, talk cock with them instead of just huddling together talking about inside jokes. Day 1 of the orientation I think we are fully aware that we always do that. Day 2 is better, however we are still doing that. This should not be the way. We must always remember that we are OLs, not some cha pa lang gina.

We are only OLs, we are not the programmers or commandants, our job is to follow the instructions given. Queries can be asked in a polite manner but we should never ever impose ourselves on them just because we think we have the experience. Always remember that in camps there will always be this level of heirachy. Commandants should be treated like one. Yes, we can always give opinions and constructive suggestions but we must never take it upon ourselves to force something on them. Commandants are the ones planning the program flow and stuff, we should listen.

As OLs, we have this very important role of being the 'pillar' of the group. If we are tired, bored, pissed, we must never show it in front of them. Imagine if the freshmen see their OLs dozing off or looking bored, they will also become bored and stuff. So yea, always bear this in mind also.

As OLs, we have to remember that one of the purpose of orientation is to provide fun for the freshmen. Freshmen always comes first. Whenever OLs are invited to play a game or what, we are only helpers, the main thing is that they have fun. We can have loads of complains and stuff but no matter what, we have to listen to the marshalls. Remember ar, don't inject personal frustrations. It will only make matters worst.

Errr...still got somemore but brain dead. Oh yea..the above stuff I said is NOT DIRECTED to anyone but rather FOOD FOR THOUGHT.

So next up is some personal opinions and observations.

I think I did a fucked job for this camp. Sometimes I sit in one corner with my other OLs and talk cock. Better time could be spent mixing around with my group, perhaps then no one will leave. I feel that this camp is under IMI SIG, so I shouldn't be comparing IITSC to IMI SIG, but I sort of promoted IITSC to them, so that's my bad. As OLs we should always follow instructions but I fail to do so on some occasions, for example during the final royal rumble, we should always stop what we are doing when we hear the whistle but we OLs still continue to play among ourselves.

Some of us been through quite a lot of camps. We should know what is the right thing to say at the right time but somehow that is not the case. When instructions are given by the marshalls we fail to comply with them sometimes. We don't have a sense of urgency. We group together and talk cock.

What does all these show?

Are we really as zai as we think we are?

Again, all these are just food for thought.
October intake orientation is finally over!

Second day is quite a improvement from the first..thought I did well enough but at the end of the day my group left with 5 guys. The rest all left without telling me.

Fuck.

Damn chee bye sad.

Really fucking emofied.

During debrief a lot of shit happened. Some I feel is uncalled for and some just plain stupid. All I can say is both parties are at fault.

Oh..semester briefing today! I fucking got attachment to Mikoishi at Dhoby Ghaut there. Don't know what the fuck am I supposed to do there. But I damn scared is programming..if that's the case...I confirm fail my SIP.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Helped out with the October intake...very disorganised..but considering the fact that they had only 2 days to prepare for it and have no prior experience, I would say its a hell of a tremendous job.

A lot of things can certainly be improved on.

Hopefully tomorrow we can do a better job!

I'm Sky..I will not make this camp so cui! Last year..last few camps..cannot cui!

Currently addicted to 'What about now' by Chris Daughtry..fucking nice song man.







The nights seem so wierd without something.
The days seem so pointless without meaning.
This wasted heart needs its key to life.

Ok..nonsense again. Seeing so many people I hold dear to me so emo..I also damn sad. I wonder when will it be my turn.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Hello cupid and aphro'?
Can you send her back please?
Cos I can’t wait another few days
As my sunlight slips away

Hello , someone’s in danger
I am falling to the ground
You see it's cos my wings are broken
There is no one all around

Hello , why can’t you help me?
You are something that I need
It comes somewhere from deep inside you
You just have to use the key

Time has gone and time will tell
What everybody knows
Little did I know how to find
To let this feeling grow
Give it some time and we will see
What cupid does for us
Or I will never find another way

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

PICTURE TIME!!!

The very first D-cup against Sunny's team!

























Yeap..good stuff man..I think I look like shit when taking pictures and stuff(I'm not photogenic)..but ar..I think I look more 'presentable' in these basketball shots. Ha..that's what I feel la..



Peace out!






思念是一种病
Newton food fucking imba also.

Met up with big head, Ivan, bangla and Mich. at Velocity.

After talking cock at LJS we went to Newton Circus.

Stingray..satay..hokkien mee...carrot cake...

GOOD STUFF!

Going for job interview tomorrow. Hopefully can get so I can earn MONEY. Have to save up for my new house, Nippon trip and many other stuff...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Tagged by Alicia..

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
-Alicia.

2. your relationship with him/her?
-Poly friend + TBC empire mate.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
1. A little bit retarded
2. A bit retarded
3. Quite retarded
4. Very retarded
5. Extremely retarded

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-Nothing..absolutel nothing...

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
-"我是天才"..which is not true also.

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
-SEND ME THE PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
-Lose some weight?

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will?
-Use lightning bolt throw her.

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
-She use saliva missile shoot me.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
-Sign her up for english tuition class. =PpP

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
-Siao char bor.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
-Sexy. Irresistable. Charismatic. Yeap..the exact opposite of all those. HAHA!

13. the characters you love of yourself are?
-I'm too sexy for my own good. And my eyes release extremely high voltage..that's why all the gals kanna electricuted to death so no galfriends. =]

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
-My oh-so-sexy-high-voltage eyes. Read the above.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
-Whoever I wanna be.

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
-Fuck you. HAHA!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you .
1) Ahmad <-No blog
2) Nelson <-No blog
3) Ivan <-No blog
4) Alicia
5) Qian <-No blog
6) Lyn
7) Dolyce
8) Matthew <-No blog
9) Randy
10) Jolene

I'm gonna force you guys to do this.

Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
-Wee You..HAHA!!!!!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-A mixture of both.

20.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-Yeap..totally made for each other..and they will go 'O-O-O-Ophix'. And I will probably use a parang to chase them. Yea..HA..O LAN JIAO!

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
-The art of wanking and how to be a birdman.

22. When was the last time you had a chat
-Chat with who? Chee bye..

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
-TECHNO!!!

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
-Older sis.

25. Will you woo no.3?
-Yea..definately.

26. How about no.7?
-No neh..I don't like..HAHA

27. Is no.4 Single?
-Guess so..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
-Chen

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
-Day-dream? I dunno?

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
-Same class..what you think?

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
-Birdman academy.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
-Emo angry retarded black man.

33. Where does no.9 live at?
-Dunno. I'm not a stalker.

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
-Blue. Coz that's the colour of her saliva missiles.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
-Friends only.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
-A dumb cat.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-No..coz no neh.

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
-no idea.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

A lil' something interesting.

PONG PONG TREE.


I'm lying down on my small small bed
It's just another sunny Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm boozing around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm riding around on my bicyle
I'm riding too fast
I'm riding too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the free throw line
And all that I can see is just a stupid pong pong tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another pong pong tree

Yea yea..I know its lame and dumb. And thankfully she doesn't get to see this.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Your voice is the soundtrack of my Semester Holidays.
Do you know you're unlike any other?

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.
I don't wanna ever love another.

Your smile is the warmest of any weather.
Who is there to compare?
Had a simple dinner with her and some friends yesterday. Just a simple bon voyage dinner.

Hoped she enjoyed and appreciate it.

After that went to Ivan's house to stay over with Dave and Ahmad..his house damn fucking big. His bedroom is the size of my living room...what the fuck la..

Watched Uzumaki manga online. Kanna mind-fucked by Uzumaki.

That's about it.

I just wanna say it straight from my heart, "Ohh baby I miss you..I do".

But I know the feeling ain't mutual. Shucks.

4 Chupa Chups and counting.

Friday, October 10, 2008

I would do anything to put a smile across your face.
Went to block 85 to have dinner just now.

Had tons of fun joking about Ving;s head size.

Yea...we are all so going to Hell.

Director's Cup..we are in the finals against East Team. Strong opponents.

I need to get back in shape..like seriously.

Its time to get back to the '100 3 pointers 100 free throws a day' regime again. Its time to show why I'm a small forward! HAHA!

And on the other hand...I made a decision.

To quit smoking.

Good luck to me.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

3 Chupa Chups and counting.

How many will it take?

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Celebrated Lyn's birthday at her class chalet.

Quite ok I guess.

First day of chalet..slacked with Ivan at some coffeeshop till 6am. Talked alot of cock. Well...shit happens for both of us man.

Second day. Met up with Ahmad..talked about some stuff also with him and Ivan. Well..hope his emo-ness goes away soon. Matters of the heart are the worst shit to deal with..so many fucking knots here and there..

Cabbed home for the past 2 days. I'm seriously fucking broke.

Just now Ving showed me some stuff.

So should I be like Ahmad and Ivan now? Then it will be 2 emo chinese men and 1 emo bangla.

But what can I do?

Lost that feeling 2 years ago. Now to find it back...how to give up? Reminds me of a line from some song 'But I'd do it again to relive what we had' or something like that. To give up means losing that feeling. And I have no plans on losing it.

Ok.

And you guys thought girls are supposed to be emotional creatures. Hur hur..

Monday, October 6, 2008

Went to Pungol to slack with Matt just now..eat alot..

The food there fucking imba also..but still cannot fight my Redhill/Henderson food!

After that went to drink then is talk cock session.

Feels good to meet up with friends again!

These few days keep playin iSketch till 5am in the morning..kanina..guess the words until headache...

Oh..and..my fucking Motorola HP spoil..pua chee bye..cannot call or recieve incoming calls..sibeh dulan! But heng got spare phone...if not my ka cheng peet until cui cui..and is my brother's HP..but nevermind..kop first talk later!

Brain dead.

Dunno what else to say.

Hmm...age..looks..money..all I also don't have.

Heart?

Kanina..my heart got simi use? Maciam like heart can buy the whole world like that. Good also no use. See my face beng already half sian..still wanna see heart meh?

Talking nonsense..

Bye bye

Sunday, October 5, 2008

While I was on my way home...there's this indian asshole that kept staring at Alicia and Ziqian..

After Ziqian got off he pointed middle finger at her while I moved to the upper deck. Chee bye..found out after she sms-ed me.

Went down to look for that mother fucker bt just nice he alight and the bus was moving off already.

Nabeh..that fucking pussy damn chee bye heng...if I catch him..I make sure his 2 middle fingers break and his lanjiao become chee bye.

Kanina..

Pua chee bye!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Had the CSC tournament yesterday. Marsiling played damn rough and dirty.

Kanna elbow like no tomorrow.

Chee bye.

Now everywhere blue black.

Wah...but damn chee bye heng I never break any bones or sprain any part of my body..if not I kena ban ban.





We made it ou alive. Although we lost...but we never end up in hospital...haha!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

To start things off..I had a good and bad dream.

I dreamt that I died. Knived through my heart and slashed from the back.

That's the bad part. The good thing is that I died in the arms of..errr...yea..

I don't understand why I keep having dreams of how I die..but by far..this form of dying is the best! HA! And that dream seemed so bloody real.

Ok..enough of dying now..

Had a pretty eventful day today.

Dry beef horfun is good stuff I tell you. And Wii is damn fun!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Director's Cup on Monday. Opponent didn't came..walkover..so we won.

And than an accident happened. Des chut stunt and injure himself in the process. Called the Ambulance immediately.



Look at his elbow man. Ouch.

Went to the hospital.

Found out that he fractured his arm n dislocated his elbow.

Piangz...can only say he unlucky. Hope he has a speedy recovery! Then can play ball again.

Well..at least I settled a score.