Quite moody these few days. Smoking my life away. But its ok..my lungs are already black anyway. I wish I can go in Tekong now. Train like dog everyday so by night I will be too damn tired to think of anything and just koon.

I'm quite..no..damn confused over alot of shit now. But at the same time I realised quite alot of shit too. Ironic.

Oh..on a side note..fuck Chelsea won the Carling cup. Fuck.

I'm quite emo now coz Manchester United lost in the Champions League Final..tmd..and congrats to KH..you just lost $5 for betting on Man U..haha!

16 more days to enlistment.

Ok..Graduation was OK. But wasn't feeling right. But it's ok..shit happens. Next up Kat's birthday. Quite fun seeing Kat kenna zham by the flour, curry and stuff. Hope she had a great 21st.

Currently life sucks. Yeap. But oh well..like I said..shit happens but it just happens to occur more for me.

Somehow I think whatever I'm doin aint being appreciated but its ok..I guess its a 1-sided thing. And somehow I'm still hanging on to this hope. And it kindof sucks to think that I'm nothing more than an afterthought. But being the SB that I am, I still ain't givin up. But as the days go on..I'm beginning to lose my self-esteem as a guy.

Its graduation day tomorrow. I'm hoping to see you.

Pictures speak more than a thousand words.

Went for Ivan's house warming on Saturday..pretty cool..spent the whole night at the rooftop looking at the stars and thinking about stuff.

I think I'm such a loser and a useless fucktard..don't even understand what a girl wants. I'm everything a gal would hate in a guy. Yeap. This is so mindfucking..feel so damn fucked. Am I hurt? Hell yea! But give up? Hmm..thought long and hard..and no I won't give up..maybe coz I'm a fucked up stupid stubborn fucktard thats why.

Whenever I think about it..I just feel so low..an apt description would be a piece of shit falling in love with an angel. Yeap. Is there a future? 99% NO WAY IN HELL! But still..yea..so that's it.