Very long since I last posted any shit.

So here's a recap.

Last Saturday was Mel's birthday..after work went home quick change and off to Vivo.



Went to Thai Express to makan. Good food but not good price. The price makes your balls go 'BOOOOM!! BOOOM!! DOUBLE KILL!!'. Yeap..had the usual cut cake eat cake throw cake ceremony.

Fun stuff.

Ohh..and I just have to post this pic up..



Ever seen one ah lian act cute before?

Makes me go 'LAWL'

So yea that's about it for Mel's birthday.

Last Sunday went to IT Fair at Expo with Ivan..the place fucking packed..cannot take it..lucky I tall..if not I'd be breathing everyone's armpit smell.

Stuff there quite cheap but no money to buy shit. Currently saving money to buy a desktop..my laptop gonna die anytime.

Ok..payday this week.

And I can smell my new Bamboo Wacom Tablet!!!

Some things I missed badly

1. Playing ball on Saturdays with BP n co.
2. Playing ball on Sundays with Ed n co.
3. Playing ball on Mondays with IITSC peeps
4. Hanging out after school in IITSC club room
5. Having BIG GROUP dinners with IITSC peeps
6. Go out with my AC peeps
7. Having BIG GROUP dinners with AC peeps
8. Hanging out with Matt n co.
9. Talking with you on MSN
10. Messaging you
11. Playing iSketch with the usual peeps
12. Last but not least, I miss having someone in my life that can actually make a difference to me

Went shopping on Saturday after some event(forgot the name..HA).

Bought myself a new pair of NUM havianas...and 1 Everlast singlet. Yeap..next time get pay will get more stuff..jeans..polo tees..ringer tees..long sleeve shirts..berms and board shorts. Yeap..haha..

I'm feeling more sad than ever. Today my team got meeting, end up the conclusion is this Saturday onwards I have to OT everyday.

Hello I'm back.

Fucking tired.

Work is tiring.

15 weeks...3.5 weeks down..11.5 weeks left.

So close yet so far.

Haiz.

Doing something routine day in day out kindof makes someone feel empty. Yes I'm feeling that now. And there ain't no other someone to make me 'not empty'. Haiz. I'm not emo..just sad that things have come to this state. Is it my fault? Perhaps I should have never write any shit down in this hell hole..maybe things might remain as they were like the Semester holidays. Yeap.

Some things I wanna say to you now can never be said anymore. Some places I wanna go with you now can never go anymore.

Haiz.

Will things become the way they were before?

I will never have a answer to that.

It's so sad. Just so sad. No more chats. No more messages. No nothing.

So what do I have to look forward to now?

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