Went to Sentosa today with AC...

Very few people turned up..so it was quite boring. And not to mention I saw 'D'...made my day worst. Spent most of my time nua-ing. At the later part of the day, 'D' went to join his OTC group.

Ok...I'm cool with that.

End of the day, went to play Luge...fucking fun shit...

Went to harbourfront to eat...taking group photos...and 'D' suddenly jumped in.

Ok...so now that really fucking pissed me off.

Just because he's left out by his OTC group then he join us back...so AC is considered just a substitute? That he can come and go as he pleases?

A simple 'FUCK OFF' did its job well enough.

Heard alot of stories of how 'good' a job he did as a FA for AC night cycling. If I was there...he sure to get it from me. This kindof shiat can get into OTC??? What the flying fuck man. And he's running for AC main comm. Fiak

But that period totally made my day. Good to bastard people. Stress-reliever man...

One project down...one more to go.

Finally got a reply from the camp instructors thingy. Going down for interview on 31st...hope to get the job.

Crunch time..project submission tomorrow. And I really feel like doing the above action.

Spent my christmas sleeping...yeap..zzz

I remember last time during Christmas me and my group of friends would go town.

And sing to the 'jingle bell' tune...

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Banana! Banana!
I have banana!

Long long one!
Short short one!
Which one do you want? HEY!

Banana! Banana!
I have banana!

Long long one!
Short short one!
Which one do you want?

You want long long one
She want short short one
If you want the long long one..
COME AND SUCK MY ONE!!
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LOL...yea...last time in town we would sing this to irritate the girls...ahaha!

Merry Christmass to all you r-tards out there!

Its been an eventful weekend for me...

Saturday. Went out to play bball with Shirong and Co. till kanna sunburn.

Sunday. Went out to play bball again with Shirong and Co. till quite late. After that he drove us around in his mercedes. Fun shit. Talked alot of cock..from cars to girls to relationships.

I guess most guys feel the same. In a relationship, we don't really wanna meet our gal 24/7. We want a mature relationship as in like for example if we don't meet up in a week we can still be together and maybe just meet up on the weekends to talk about how each other is doing etc. As long as we know we have he/her in his/her heart then its good enough. Chatted till damn late. Had alot of fun jacking each other.

The army does change a person. All my friends...after going through army...have become more matured in their thinking and stuff like that...like planning for their future paths etc etc. Quite sad doh is leaving soon to study overseas. Will prolly send him off in Feb.

Christmas eve. Watched National Treasure 2 with the AC peeps. Feel that its another da-vinci code rip-off. Was half asleep in the cinema.

Christmas. Had the most bizarre Christmas morning. On my way home, there's this kid that followed me for some distance. But I managed to shake him off. Then...there was a fight between a old man and a young beng. The old man was being beaten up and being the 'good guy' that I am...I decided to confront that punk.

Beng: kaninabeh chao chee bye...wu ji mao zhao (scolding vulgarities at the old man)
Me : Look dude...what's the problem here?
Beng: Kua simi kua...ninabeh chee bye la! (scolding the old man again)
Me : FUCK YOU! When I'm talking to you..you better look at me and answer my question!
Beng: What the fuck is your dai ji?
Me : What the fuck is my problem? You are beating that old man..that's the problem.
Beng: ...he stare at me...
Me : *WTF* The police post is very near here..you want me to call my colleagues down and we have a cup of tea in the police post? (me posing as a policeman)
Beng: No...(clenched fists ready to punch me)
Me : Not happy ar?! Stare at me like that...so young already like that...want me to detain you in lockup?
Beng: ...
Me : Fuck you chee bye!! Answer my question!
Beng: No...
Me : Ok...today is my off day...so why don't you fuck off to the other side of the road and scram out of my sight before I fucking arrest you.
Beng: *Mutters* (and walks off to the other side of the road)
Me : SCOLD SOMEMORE YOU CHEE BYE! NOT HAPPY YOU CAN FIND ME IN POLICE POST...I WAIT FOR YOU.
Beng: ....................(walks away)

That's pretty much about it...the old man was already limping off...

What has the world become man??? The beng was only about sec 1 or 2 and he's already like that...what the fuck?? Picking up a fight with a MUTE OLD MAN?? And these kindof idiots are also fucking cowards...the moment I pose as a policeman he diam...WTF man...WTF...if I still in beng mode I think I sure beat him up until he breaks a limb or two...not only that...there were plenty of onlookers...but no mother fucker is willing to step up and help the old man...where's the sense of righteousness in people now? I fear that next time if I'm old and feeble and these kind of hooligans try to make trouble...no one will help me.

FUCK.

What a fucking way to start off my Christmas...

ACES DAY!! HOHO!!

Think I was sleeping somewhere or something...didn't really remember us doing this but one of the gals is in the basketball team so should be my batch..

I think gonna find 1 day go back PJ..to look around and best is got bball training so can cock with the coach.

Was bored...surfing the web aimlessly...

..And I stumbled on something...



LOL...yea baby...the oh-so-famous punjabi dance performed by the arts society in PJC back in 2005...

Later they converted it to the mass dance for the freshies.

Oh...came to TP...and I feel the mass dance was abit crap la..maybe coz this one brings back better memories..

Met Jialing for dinner on the last day of her camp. Thought it would be just a few people I know but nabeh turn out to be the entire OTC.

...Felt...

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...FUCKING extra.

At least its good to see her and my other friends having fun.

Its supposed to be the holidays but I'm going school for projects everyone..pretty stressed.

Christmas is coming...wonder if I can even celebrate...

Suddenly got the feel to play basketball with my ex-teammates...its been too long since we all met up together. Wonder how some of them are doing now.





TEAM PJ!

Didn't go school today...and also for the night cycling trip. Sick..zz..takes away all the mood.

Bedridden...thank god for my lap top...browsing the net and found something funny.



LOL...

Hoho...my lao bu say she gonna buy car...but the catch is that the instalments and petrol will be beared by us. Sian...I need to get that driver's license!!

My bro wants a Mitsubishi Lancer...I'm fine with anything. Cool shit...hopefully I get my license by next year...than can drive...no more smelling indians in bus 64!! WHOOHOO!!

Then can drive my friends to eat supper and chill! Sibeh song ar! Guan yin ma bo bi I get my license asap!

Oh and I just sent my resume to be a camp intstructor. Think its pretty cool...working as a camp instructor...my friend gets paid $100 for 3D2N. I guess its not so much about the money but more of the experience.

Hope the company accept me...then can make new friends. Hoho..and money too!

The 'councelling' session was good.

One thing I realised...be it in JC..poly..NS...or any other shit...we are always governed by the 'BOBIAN ACT'. In order to reach the next stage, you have to go through it...if you don't know..then that's too bad but at least you contribute in anything you can.

How to give up now? 2/3 gone...final lap...it's better to die trying than to give up.

There's no other path now. It's too late for anything. So just fucking quit whinning and do something about it. Under the 'BOBOAN ACT' you are the lowest life form.

Fucking QUIT WHINNING.



That which does not kill you will only make you stronger.

Failed my project...quite expected...9/20 for the presentation.

Surprisingly..never got my ass raped by my tutor...but got fucked by the dog instead. Good job...

Now lets see...the next project...will last me all the way till after Christmas...oh yea...there goes Christmas...

My friend and I went to see the tutor to discuss about the 'future'. Ultimately..my friend decided to bite the bullet and grind through this sem. For me?

I supposed I need more than just prep talk.

Going to meet some old friends tomorrow to seek some sound advice. Although I have project meeting with my group tomorrow...gonna give it a miss...I feel that right now...the project is not so important. What's more important is about my future bla bla bla...think of it as chicken soup for the lost soul...yea...somewhere along those lines.

I need to break away from reality. I feel like flying to a inhabitated island and slack on the beach soaking up the sun rays listening to the waves. Therapy for the soul...oh yea baby...



Ahhh...the sand...sea and the sky...ohhh I can almost imagine myself slacking on a beach chair...feeling the sea as it splashes across the beautiful shoreline. Best of all?

No people..no projects..no nothing...

Think I gonna buy a tub of ice cream...for my ass tomorrow...

Hiyo wazzap! Tau ji bai si sibeh dua diu liao...lim beh eh project jitao ho kao kan...(I'm in deeeeeeep shit now...my project totally kanna fuck by dog...)

Hohoho..staring at my assignemnt codes for 2 hours now...
Dunno how to do...dunno where to start...
HOHO...totally fucked by dogs...
Tomorrow submission and presentation...
HOHOHO...show him blank codes...
HO SEH AR...gonna get anal-raped by my tutor...
Oh...fucked by dog and ass-raped by tutor...
Now there...life can't get any worst than this right?

Oh wait...term test week...no need go school...right?
NOOOOO...only US..we have to go school!
To?
To get ass-raped of course!!
Oh yea!!
LIFE ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!!

Talked to 1 of my friends just now. He told me that he has made up his mind on changing course...

zzz...I wished I could do the same..but if I did that...will hafta go NS first...which will waste more time plus I'm not young anymore. Seriously...I feel that I'm really conned into joining this dumb course. The website USED to state that we could be animators, game DESIGNERS, and other jobs that require artistic creativity.

BUT..only in year 2 than the chee bye CM say we can only be programmers...totally knnccb. Feel like really slapping him in the face..that mother fucker totally did us in. Since than I've been having this notion of quiting. Consulted my friends...

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...since the day I left JC I'm already a quitter...do I wanna be a quitter again? 2/3 gone...the last lap...quit? or die trying? Really vexed and confused...

Worst still...the projects keep flooding in like nobody's businness...and its all on programming...most are group work...and I totally feel like a fucking leecher. My groupmates would do the codes and I would just stare blankly or do the sprites and UI...but its this sense of USELESS-ness and helpless-ness that makes me so fucking stressed and guilty. Even if I managed to pass everything...but attachment how? The CM said we can only be in the field of programming...fucking chee bye. Die? Tio anal by the industry people? Kanna ass-fucked by CM...

I seriously need some good sound advice from professionals...

Don't think I will be working in this industry in the future. Feeling fucking vexed now...FUCKING vexed.

What I want to be is a designer, be it for products or any other stuff...designing is what I love...I guess I'm more suited towards the arts and design side than most people.

My friend making up his mind to quit has created food for though for me.

Peter Choy you mother fucking CM of GET...I fucking hope you read this...so I can say a good 'FUCK YOU NABEH CHAO CHEEBYE' and point my 2 long sexy slender middle fingers at you for conning me and many others. FUUUUUCCCCCCCCCK YOOOOOUU!!!!!!

Sibeh long never update...really can't fucking find the time man. These few weeks...do projects until don't even have time to get a good sleep...let alone have a decent meal.

Anyway...went to celebrate Ivan's and Sean's birthday last saturday. Fucking fun shit. Went to Mids cafe to play and we pretty much made a fool out of ourselves...but I guess its a once-in-a-lifetime thing..I mean...how many times do you get to celebrate your 17th birthday? Yea...you get the point. Went to slack at Marina square after that...played some prank on them and we chatted till morning. Love such things...talking and chatting..chilling out and stuff.

Went to celebrate Sean's birthday on Monday..had dinner at pizza hut...fucking ex but it was damn good. Its been a damn long time since I last ate there. Sadly...Dolyce lost her HP. Stayed till quite late and we only left after the security guard chase us out.

Guess that's about it..other than that I'm just flooded with projects. Chee bye school...simi lanjiao block teaching..now knn make all of us suffer like shit..pcb. Term break 3 weeks...for us to rest...but the chee bye lecturer say those 3 weeks are for projects. Knnccb...I really wonder when can I have a good rest...I even have to go school during Sundays just to do my projects...wtf man...

TP IT sch can jolly well suck on my balls.

Didn't got selected for OTC..went for the damn appeal.

Basically the appeal was all about selling yourself like you are some hooker and suck some balls as well. Most people did a real darn fine job. Guess I'm the only idiot that didn't did those.

So yea...didn't got selected again. But it was all expected. Before they ended the thing, they told us not to give us hope bla bla bla...but that's pretty much bullshit. Hope? More like False hope.

Didn't got in for 2 years in a row..wow..cool! And the best part is people more fucked up then me got in...kudos to them. Anyway, talked to a couple of friends who are ex-GLs and they told me how the system really works.

1. It really pays to be in SU subcomm...look at how how many people from SU got in..that in itself speaks volumes.

2. It is even better to have connections...that's how some people got in.

3. It is also good to be their good friends.

4. Must know how to suck balls.

5. It is a definate bonus if you are a chio bu. This is a simple fact. Pretty girls can get in easily because they wanna portray TP as the place to be...with hot gals and stuff.

Now we know...and don't get me wrong..I didn't thought of these...my friends told me so..so no hard feelings =]

Ok. I have probably given up hope. Join again next year? It will end up in a big fat dissapointment again...that's for sure. Some really good people like Duke also cannot get in...what more can I say? Just because I can't give model answers or sell myself and suck your balls doesn't mean I'm not up for the job.

Passion. How do you define 'passion'? What's left of it if this 'passion' gets trampled on again and again? Lemme tell you...it turns to 'Hatred'.

Ok..enough of these lest I be labelled a sourgrape. So good luck to those that got in. Hope you guys can have fun and form that special bond that I will never in my pathetic TP life experience.

Peace out assholes and fucktards out there~